Well between Oct and Nov its been a BAD few months. Dad passed away Nov 1st, after nearly 11 months fighting the non hodgkins lymphoma. he really fought hard having radiation on a thursday then into the hospital the next day , and ended up out of the hospital the following friday. He passed away the following Saturday with my sister and I holding his hands. That part was peaceful at least. It has been nearly two months and NOW im having the bad moments. Wasnt too bad at first but as things wind down -it hits. Especially songs.

Jerry took it really hard as well. I think being ill he KNOWS the feeling and sympathized with him in a way we couldnt.

Jerry continues to monitor his bgs and takes his meds on his own with no help from me. I dont have the energy nor stamina to watch after anyone much less myself right now.